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He Knows My Name

 



“Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by your name; You are mine. Isaiah 43:1

My youngest son is a huge stuffed animal lover. I know most mothers of young children are thinking the same thing – they just have way too many in their house! They seem to be the kind of toy that just accumulates. People give and give and give stuffed animals. The last time I counted, my youngest son alone was up to 47. After that, I lost count. He might even classify as a stuffed animal hoarder!

Here’s the thing, though. While I think that each of those stuffed animals is just sitting on a shelf, or stuffed away in his cupboard, under his bed, on his bed taking up space, that’s not the way he sees them. When he receives a brand new stuffed animal, he is overjoyed. There is joy on his face and in his heart because of a new stuffed animal. Even a new to him stuffed animal from a yard sale or thrift store.

Know what else? He knows every single one of his 50+ stuffed animals by name. I have no idea, I can’t keep them straight. But he can. As I was tidying up the playroom one morning, I was carefully putting some stuffed animals back in their place on the shelf. I looked around and saw them all and thought I really should get him to donate some of these to other children. Or sneakily grab a few and drop them in the donate bin before he came home from school. But he would know when one of them wasn’t where they belonged.

As I was sitting there, looking over only half of his collection, it dawned on me. My little boy and his stuffed animals were kind of like my Saviour and I. There are so many people in this world, it is unfathomable how many there are spread out across the globe. In different countries, in different villages all over, there are Christ followers. I’m just one person amongst millions.

And yet, He knows my name. I am important to Him. He loves me and is overjoyed to have me in His hands.

You and I are the same in that way. We might endure a lot of trials in our lives. We might have our fair share of joy. No matter what we are experiencing, He knows. He knows about the bad day we had yesterday. He knows about the heartache we experience when carrying other’s burdens. He knows the joy we feel when we get a real letter in our mailbox. He knows the love we feel when we are with family and friends. He knows us.

He knows the ups and downs and ins and outs of our life. Mundane details are not unknown to Him. He doesn’t just care about knowing the important stuff. He knows all of us, all the time. 

Like my son would know when I sneakily pop a few of his precious stuffies into the donation bin, He knows when we try and hide things from Him. He knows when we are straying from the path He made straight for us. And He wants to bring us home.

His face is full of joy and delight when we come to Him. He has redeemed us. He has called us BY NAME. Think about the power in those words for just a minute. We don’t blend into the background, because there isn’t a background when it comes to God. He’s redeemed us – he’s thought about us because we are important to Him.

One of my favourite scriptures is Psalm 139. It says there, “Oh Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me.” He knows when you sit, and when you lie down. He knows when you eat, when you work, when you play. He knows when you spend time with friends. He knows when you spend time with Him. He knows you even deeper and fuller than a parent or spouse knows you.

He knows your name and He is calling you. When you are exhausted, hurting, feeling hopeless, he calls you BY NAME to come home to Him.

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Stress Less in the Mess and Rest

Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28
 
 
Do not worry about anything, instead pray about everything. Tell God what you need and thank Him for all he has done. If you do this, you will experience God’s peace which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-8
Jesus says let the little children come to me. The Bible says children are a gift and a treasure. But does it say anything that can give a little hope to a weary, worn out Momma? 
Maybe not directly, but in scripture it says if you come to Him, then He will give you rest. It sounds wonderful, but is it actually doable?
What does it look like to come to God? And how can a busy Mom manage to squeeze one more thing into her already busy schedule?
These are questions that I once asked myself. I may not have as many children as you, or have the same kind of schedule as you do, but I do know how overwhelming it can be at this stage. You have to care for the needs of so many people and your own, and it can be stressful and overwhelming on a daily basis. 
So how do you balance all of the kids, laundry, meals, and never ending housework? The answer is Jesus.
In my experience, no matter how busy you are, if you make time for Him, He will give you rest. This doesn’t mean a beach vacation for two. It could be as simple as the baby napping long enough for you to do a load of laundry, drink a cup of coffee and check your Facebook and emails. It might mean being able to squeeze a nap in for yourself, or maybe even sleep through the night without children interrupting at 3 a.m. for a drink of water and a tuck in. Whatever the case may be, it only happens when you turn to Him. Making God a priority in your life is how to find balance in the busyness of life.

 

Intentionally carving out a time in your day to meet with Him is not easy, but it is rewarding. Making it a priority to get the kids up and ready for church on Sunday mornings is not an easy task, but an essential one. Reading your Bible and spending time in prayer may feel like just another thing to add to your to do list, but this what feeds your soul. As you make time for these important things, you will find you have more time to rest, and dare I say…relax?
Another reason it is important to spend time in the Word is because it helps to calms the fears and worries of a mom who fears and worries.
Even though we know that worrying is more harmful than it is helpful, we still do it. We worry about finances. We worry about our kids – will they succeed in school and a career, will they make good and lasting friendships, will they always have enough to eat and clothes to wear? In the run of a day, it seems like a million worries can flitter in and out of our mind.
How do we stress less in all of this mess? 
 
The answer is Jesus.
Philippians 4:6-7 says, “do not worry about anything, instead pray about everything. Tell God what you need and thank Him for all he has done. If you do this, you will experience God’s peace which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.”
When you turn to God, and trust in Him, He provides for you. He can help you stay on top of finances, and care for your children because He cares about you. When you spend more time with Him, you will feel the peace and assuredness that the popular catch phrase “God’s got this!” proclaims. These feelings will slowly replace fears and worries in your life.
When you are less stressed, you are more rested. When you are less worried, you are more at peace. When you are spending time with the Lord, you will discover joy.

 

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Fears

 



“When I am afraid, I will put my trust in you.” Psalm 56:3

 

“I prayed to the Lord, and He answered me. He freed me from all my fears.” Psalm 34:4
 

I think many women have a tendency to fear and to worry. It’s just a part of who we are. We may have witnessed a terrible tragedy that makes us more fearful for the safety of our own family. We may have stressors and worries in our life that cause us to be fearful. Is fear itself a sin? I don’t think so. It’s a natural emotion that many of us have.

Allowing ourselves to be overcome by fear and controlled by it, instead of trusting in God to guide us, is our own selfish and sinful behaviour.

We fall into this very easily. It’s easy to get lost in the fear itself, it grips us and we stagger to try and control our situations so that fear can not creep in. A few years ago, a friend of mine confessed that she was struggling with fear. She had heard from a friend whose husband was killed in a car accident shortly after they were married. She mourned with her friend, but was also gripped with fear. With three weeks until her own wedding, she was terrified that her soon to be husband would be taken from her. Every time he left her, she was afraid. After they were married, if he would run to the store to pick up some groceries, she was afraid. The fear controlled her.

After several months, she found she was making herself sick with fear and worry. She came to me asking what she should do. Little did she know that I also was struggling with fear, and had similar thoughts and worries over my own family. All I could do was pray with her, and share something that had been shared with me.

 

God has the power to free you from the chains of fearfulness. Put your trust in Him, and ask Him to help you let go of the specific fears and worries that are tearing you down. Like any sound advice, it is easier said than done. We continued to struggle with fears, keeping accountable to each other and praying for one another and ourselves. It is encouraging to be able to share the struggle with another Christian woman, because she understands my need to lay it down before the Father, who is more than capable of taking my fears away.
Don’t let fear and worry overcome you. Look the One who can take them away, and trust that He has a plan for your life. Allow Him to lead you and guide you through it, trusting that He will be with you always.
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Only Hope


It is easy to look back on your life and recount your struggles and trials. But what if your struggles and trials are actually blessings?

My adult years have been filled with struggles. Despite the constant trials that surface in my life, my adult years have also been overflowing with blessings. As Christians, we are to be content in whatever our circumstances. My story is a story of discovering hope in the midst of trials.
It all began when I was pregnant with my first son. A new baby is a time of joy and rejoicing. It was also when I began to realize there was something very wrong with my body. It wasn’t immediate but it also wasn’t temporary. I pushed it aside until I was expecting my second child, and it became more evident and troublesome. After many trips to the doctor, I was given disappointing news. This was not going to go away – and this would eventually lead to my end.
It is difficult to understand why these things happen. Yet I pushed it aside, because it wasn’t immediate just yet.
A few years passed on, and those children started to grow up. My husband and I were hit with another bit of news which was both shocking and expected. Our oldest son was diagnosed with autism. Yet another struggle to face. There was a period of mourning the fact that he might never be able to have the life every Mom dreams for their child – with an honest hard earned career, marriage and a family. But Jesus replaces despair with hope when you call on Him, and soon I realized it doesn’t really matter what he is diagnosed with, he will always be the same amazing person that I know and love with all my heart. There are some hard days, and mornings are especially difficult. There are some days we count it fortunate we make it out the door with everyone wearing clothing and having had something to eat for breakfast, even if we are late or disruptive. But those who call on Him for help will receive it if they ask in faith.
I couldn’t accept that same truth for myself, though. As the years were progressing, my situation was becoming worse. I cried myself to sleep many nights. The appearance of the disease was worsening and the pain was now present. Living my life the way I was accustomed to was no longer an option. It became even more evident when I was informed I would likely need to use a cane to get around. That broke my heart into a million pieces, because I could no longer ignore that this was a struggle I would need to face.
My first reaction was anger. I was angry with God for allowing me to have to face this struggle. I was angry that it would make my life difficult. I was angry that it would interfere with my family life. With young children, I could no longer sit on the floor and play with them. I could no longer go for long walks in the summer, something that we all used to enjoy. I was angry that my appearance was repulsive.
When I was done being angry, I grew depressed. I didn’t want to leave my house. There was a summer where I didn’t go to church with my family. I overheard someone comment about my appearance in a hurtful way, and didn’t want to hear anything more. No one noticed my absence, or said anything to me. I was filled with bitterness and felt betrayed by fellow believers. That summer, God turned things around and taught me forgive others as He had forgiven me. When I did finally return in the fall, I felt restored and happy to be rejoined with my church family.
I still struggled with the question as to why God had allowed this to happen to me. It was certainly a major part of my life. Fear and worry gripped me constantly. I soon realized I hadn’t even turned to God for comfort. That should have been the first thing I did. When experiencing trials, I always turned to my husband and my parents – I felt I needed the physical presence of a person in front of me to hold me and comfort me. However, the only One who can really comfort us with a lasting comfort is our Father. Once I realized my mistake, I let go of everything and gave it all up to Him.
Philippians 4:6-7 says, “Don’t worry about anything, instead pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank Him for all He has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.” This is my life verse. It has brought me to my knees again, and again and again. (Figuratively, of course! I can no longer get down on my knees.)
In order to have peace, we must have hope. What is hope? One definition is that hope is a feeling of trust. In order to have hope, we must put our trust in the One who knows our every need and can provide the peace we need.

 

I have known all my life that God promises peace. But in this situation, I was feeling broken. I didn’t see how He could work this together for Good. It took me awhile to realize that this verse outlines a process. You can’t just bring your requests to God. You need to be thankful. You need to be hopeful. You need to trust. Are all of those things easy? No. Are they all necessary? Yes.
Was I really thankful for this struggle? Is anyone thankful for a struggle? No, not immediately. It took me so many years to answer that question with a resounding yes. James 1:1-2 says this: “Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow.” I could be thankful for this – it was just another way that God was shaping me who He designed me to be.
My heart changed from being ungrateful for this struggle, to being thankful for it. It then blossomed into being an opportunity. One of the most important parts of suffering is the comfort and hope that we can share with others when they are suffering. I have been able to share with others who experience health struggles, encouraging them and offering hope in times of trial.
Hope is a feeling of trust. I have to trust that He has a plan for me. No matter what my struggles, nothing can change the fact that God’s promises are forever true. Trusting is not easy, but hope is easier. This struggle will not end. The situation will become worse. I will need to use my cane every day, instead of just once in awhile. I might even need to be in a wheelchair. But with hope, I can praise God in this storm. With His peace, I can be thankful for days where the pain is not as great. I can be thankful that I am still able to use my legs to walk, swim, and dance until I can no longer do those things. And even then, I’ll find a way to praise Him. After all, He alone is my hope.
 

 

 
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